this week had been a busy week for me....well i have to be at least producitve..due to a shocking discovery...i failed trigonometry for the first term...

today..i had attended my first study hall..(i was suppose to attend this one as early as first term)...to that i grew weary...mentally then arrived home with having a slumber forst thing upon my arrrival

then i edited the lyrics for music...(as i was suppose to create a beat...and unfortunately i have to look for more instruments for the weekend)

now goes the daymaker(s)...

at first my aunt had provided me a permit to have my entrance test at la salle..here's the catch..i have provided recommendation forms (counselor and adviser/moderator) and the school demands another one...from the principal..i have been given until saturday to present the said recommendation however, i felt somewhat pissed..the school says principal OR adviser (meaning i get to choose between a principal and an adviser) but it turns out to be adviser AND principal...oh great some day i'm having right now

in relation to entrace tests...i have three consecutive sundays of preparing for the entrace tests...dammit! (order goes ua&p on 8th la salle on the 15th and ust on the 22nd)...i can't get them to be on november since noverber is our hell week/exam week...and honestly it would be hard to tell which one will i take up first...in other words it would kill my percentage of concentration to the upcoming trimestral exams

last but not the least the recog night!...it will be held tomorrow...the last day of training as an Airpol (oh yes)...here's the catch (again)...since it is recog night..it most likely to happen somewhere 7pm onwards..it would not go past midnight though...the problem is someone is hindering me from attending the recog night...reason preparations for this sunday...i still can't imagine myself unable to attend the recog night..after all that would end my usual late arrival at home for the past 5 months due to this training...how will i tell the officers? my comrades? everyone?

...i wanted to take part on the upcoming recog night and be able to take the entrance test at ua&p on sunday...how would i be able to do that...when all people are not in favor of either recog night or the exams...

lose lose situation i guess... i take one i risk the other...i can't give in to thier request to make it at november...i can tell if my schedule is not that heavy i can guarantee them november will be hell of a month for me...

i am currently breaking down with all this shit in my mind

now what...