well here i am typing my final sentences on my final entry regarding the final hours of my last day of sembreak...i was finally able to truncate such mealncholy of a peculiar/random reason...with the help of my pod and blog i guess...family and friends too...

...here i go working on my paperworks to school...projects and all that are required for tomorrow

well that's about it for my sembreak...it was worth it while it lasted

but i still do not wish to rise early again...

but again what can i do..i'm just a mere student complying to the rules and regulations of the school

so here i am...staying up...reflecting..pondering and recalling evrything and giving way for the conclusion of the sembreak blues..

11/03/06

the day has come

after months of planning and thinking and staying up late on the phone calling all friends and having conferences over the ym...the day has finally came

the excitement stops there...

see while i was on the bus on the day before..i've been receiving messages that the people i've contacted were not able to attend the said affair..that made me ponder and ponder some more while the bus was on the expressway...somehow it left my head by the time i arrived at manila at 1300 hrs...there killed my time again satisfying my need to finish the final destination series (i've watched 1,2 and 3 already in one sitting)...night came when i started to phone my friends...hours came and the idea returned to my head once more...more and more people are telling me that they are not able to go..and all that..it was 2300hrs when i realized there are only 5 people going..1/4 of the expected..great..as the line from incubus song drive says "whatever tomorrow brings i'll be there" would seem to fit the mood

11/03/06 1200 hrs

as expected only the 4 of us attended and there you go...we had our affair in shangri-la plaza..(the mall next to edsa shangri-la hotel)...we had lunch,shopping(window i guess)...movies and arcade..it was fun while it lasted though...but a strange a wave of melancholy hit me when the four of us went to starbucks at 1800 hrs...after moths of thinking of the event...everything happened so fast..on my way home i can't help but to give in to the peculiar melancholy i have felt back then...made me play the saddest of my sad songs in my pod..i don't know why....looks i'm gonna miss the whole good times there and worse my summer feeling came back to life which i'm trying to mentally truncate...how could life be so unfair and all...after that i sang and cried myself to sleep...still hazed on the melancholy i felt

i wish there was some way to fight such feeling....

10/26/07 so-called beginning of sembreak
10/27/07 1900 hrs +08:00 GMT sembreak officially begins
10/28/07 1st day of sembreak

at least a week's worth of rest has been given to us..free of homeworks long tests and lesson plans...well for that there are lots to do to kill time while i have the power to do so..given that sembreak has begun and all..i do what i wish to do whenever school's out...staying up late and waking up late..not worrying of things related to school..i have spent my Halloween and The Day of the Dead in province...away from city life...urban stress and away from the usual conflicts..in school and home...i stayed at the province during the dates of Oct 26-Nov 2...talk about long days feeling the cold night which...is not present in Manila..talk about feeling sentimental again...talking staying up for movies and all..and talk about the party i sometimes crave..even though my older cousins do not have that much time to do so...(they've got late-night jobs and come around the following day)..oh well it has been a month or two now since i was last been there

i came home to Manila at Nov 2 (as i have said earlier)...with enthusiasm in my mind waiting for the shang affair the following day...

seems that sembreak's about to end and i still do not wish to attend school..my mindset..my energy and my memory is still on its vacation/sembreak mode...to be honest a week's rest is not enough..i have rendered unfair when my TD kids (kids that I tutor every Wednesday)...had thier vacation for 2 weeks..anyways this entry consisits of everything related to sembreak..for technical reasons our sembreak started in October 26 (Delaney Duffy Day)...the first time I wore goa and in there I should have absented myself for that day..after were dismissed..I killed time by going to MC and attended the fair..whoa then looked around, got arrested and all and finally had the time to actually meet my online buddy and talk..the 27th came and the field trip took place...infuriating it seems that someone proposed of going to metropolitan museum for the first part...and take note..we are not expected to have an output for it..reducing our time in enchanted kingdom..(some loser you are to propose that)..then the ek part..went to different rides and at the last hour (1400 hrs) filled out our physics paper related to ek to be submitted an hour after (1500)..our group was able to finish the taska ahead and returned to school..at that time...i was watching silent hill the movie..after watching i had the urge to watch more of that horror movies..I arrived at the high school at around (1900 hrs) perfect timing to attend the bonfire...but i was unable to come for the driver's presence was felt at around 5m in radial distance..

..i came home tired and excited for the sembreak to come